as it turns out, i don’t think i’m over it yet, you guys.
i’ve switched to estrogen injections, but i am terrified, somewhat irrationally, that those won’t work for me, either, and i’ll be doomed. and i’m still so upset at how i feel like i’ve wasted so much time not absorbing the hormones like i thought i was. ~_~
i just really want to cry for days.
trying to relax and breathe and stay focused and not obsess.
be calm.