i don’t know if people go through this normally or what. i feel like the last five months have done nothing. like they don’t even count. i’m at work and i can’t concentrate on anything.
i have to keep asking trans friends who’ve been through this to remind me that i’m just starting, that there are many changes to come, that eventually i will be happier with my appearance, that i just have to be patient.
this week, i feel like my hopes are dying.