two-month hormoniversary, 22nd january 2013.
i couldn’t look at the camera today. i’m sorry. i don’t see anything i like. i took three hours to get ready, doing and redoing things, and still i look awful, masculine. … i started my spironolactone (testosterone blocker) a couple of weeks ago. still not seeing much in the way of progress. i know it takes a long time to change your body at such a fundamental level, and two months of hormones is nothing, but still, it would be nice to have an “omg” moment, just to be reassured that things are happening.
let’s hope for a better february.