well, here we are.
i’m going to the doctor in minneapolis tomorrow, and i expect to get my prescriptions for hormone therapy.
i have been waiting for this for so long; it’s all i’ve thought about for months.
it should be like christmas + every birthday i’ve ever had x 1,000 … but right now i’m rather worn down by this wait, and how tough it’s been to get through the last couple of months, especially with regard to finances (i’m so broke from all this), that i’m not willing to let myself get excited about anything until i know for sure it’s going to happen.
if nothing else, once i fill the prescription, at least i can expect to start feeling better emotionally in the reasonably near future. and that’s huge.
anyway. we’ll see, won’t we?