thank you for the message. i live in duluth, but i’ve visited friends in fargo-moorhead now and then.
i’ve known i was supposed to be female for a long time, but i didn’t know what to do about it at first. i’ve come a long way, and i’m supposed to start hormone treatment this month. but lately the dysphoria has gotten really bad, and i often feel like i can’t see the girl when i look in the mirror.
i’m really hoping i feel better when the hormones kick in and my face starts to change a bit. i just need to be able to see in the mirror what i feel inside, more than i do now, anyway. i see all these beautiful trans girls, and i feel like if they were able to do it, i will be ok, too, in the end. it’s just really tough to wait.
good luck to you, anon. <3